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08 December 2011 @ 09:48 pm
Take a shot in predicting myself  


IF IM REALLY HONEST WITH THIS POST, ITS GOING TO BE CONTROVERSIAL. NOT THAT I MIND EXPOSING MY LIFE TO MY BEST GIRLFRIENDS, BUT THE PUBLIC CAN BE JUDGMENTAL...AND I'D HATE TO BE ATTACKED JUST BECAUSE I AM ME ;(

Card 1 (The Fool) : How you feel about yourself now  »


You feel discontent or uneasy and feel a need for a change in your life, a new direction, perhaps even an adventure. You might not know where you want to go, just that you don't want to stay where you are. It's a time for optimism and major decisions - unexpected influences could have a powerful effect on your decision making.
Ask yourself, is what you desire really the right thing for you?

The fool. The card says it all.
And the last question is almost the right question.

I'm desperate for a change. At the same time I'm lost, where to begin you know..
What I want and what I'm used to contradict themselves.
I'm glad I am surrounded with positive voices =D

Card 2 (Strength) : What you most want at this moment  »
The cards suggest that what you most want at this time is to find the strength and will power to see you through and achieve what you want. It is important to come from a place of love and tolerance though, and not aggression. Put your fears to rest and develop a positive attitude and you'll reap richer rewards.
I really want strength to say NO to some people.
I have the ideal person that I want to be but these people are directing me to be a person I no longer am.
I'm afraid of saying NO and hurt their feelings.
Last2 asyik moody and marah je keja..frustrated at myself and everyone.
Bad, bad.

Card 3 (The Moon) : Your fears  »
Lies and insecurity are likely to be prominent in your life at the moment, you are afraid of being deceived and feel that you are being misled. Trust your instincts and let them guide you away from those who may seem charming but are only out for their own gains. Your turbulent emotions are muddying the waters - step back and try to find clarity of mind, although this may seem difficult. The Moon does help to illuminate the way and don't worry, it will turn out alright in the end.
The exact situation of my relationship and how afraid I am to leave it yet holding on is worst than letting go. 
"Your turbulent emotions are muddying the waters" 
*nangis*

Card 4 (Wheel Of Fortune) : What is going for you  »
Call it fate or destiny but the run of good luck or good fortune you are experiencing or about to experience is mostly not of your doing - enjoy this time. If there seem to be a number of positive coincidences happening in your life this is known as synchronicity, go with the flow and trust it.
  Who agrees I am lucky ?
I have to admit I am and enjoying it so much.
Perfect momentarily distraction !!
I won more than 10 prizes just this year okayy
  I believe its hardwork though people call it luck ;p


Card 5 (The Devil) : What is going against you  »
It's like you're in a drug-induced haze - it feels great and always leaves you wanting more. This is addiction pure and simple, whether it's an obsessive sexual relationship, money deals that are too good to be true, materialism at any cost or recreational drugs. Take care - it won't lead to a happy ending.

Lust.
Those who have fallen once or twice for any form of lust will understand how devilish this is.
Like it said - feels great,tempting but NO happy ending.
Right now, I'm almost lust-free and would like to stay that way =D


Card 6 (Judgement) : Outcome  »
A time for taking stock, an end to an era or phase of your life and brand new opportunities appearing. An opportunity will present itself that must not be ignored and it could have far reaching implications, changing your life for the better.You will enjoy success and enjoyment for past efforts, events will pick up a pace and the outcome will be quicker than expected.
I cant wait, I'm anticipating new changes. Working on it !
 
 
Current Mood: hopefulhopeful
 
 
 
Hana: Edsexyrawbabyoctopus on December 9th, 2011 01:30 am (UTC)
What I'm getting from your cards, unni, is that you're very emotional right now. I hope you'll find the change you want and need, and be truly happy with it. :)
aimaw: glompaimaw on December 9th, 2011 03:37 am (UTC)
I agree with NyuNyu there.

And I admire you for admitting your fears... I, for one, would most likely deny it with all I've got (maybe for awhile). But, hang on honey, you got the strength to make it all better. I believe in you~